i have had a lot on my mind all day but i dont feel like typin any of it. i have gotten lazy in my old age, no not really i am just very tired. lately i have felt bitter towards a lot of things and i dont quite know why but i could guess. i wanted to update this some more but now i wont cause there is just too much shit to do and even though NOT doing this isnt gonna speed up the getting done of other things I don't really think i want to do this. or maybe I will. i need to writem to physucally write, fuck this typing shit. i need to do a lot of things actually.